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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
calmly alone
imagine now i'm sitting at a peaceful place, full of wind blow, under a calm and warm weather. there is a cup of my favourite coffee or a glass of Sunshine Bright just right beside my notebook. blogging with my calm heart. wearing a silky dress gorgeously enjoying the time. and expecting someone will knock the door for a glass of wine in the beach.
in this world, there are many kind of people. Everyone have different attitude. Someone is stuborn, someone is kind hearted, someone wiling to share everything or anything with anyone, someone who can talk to, someone who like to hurt people, someone to love, someone to being loved and etc.
no matter guys or girls, everyone in their heart will actually have the same feeling and thinking. Freedom. a lot of people is trying to catch the Freedom that they want and the way they wishes to. i know how to let go, and i know how to keep. sometimes keeping some sort of feelings doesn't mean you are the loser. but the fact is actually you are the winner. because in the feelings that you kept in your heart will only known by yourself only. you can actually imagine what you will do and what you can do when you owned something that you want. i do not need to care anyone's feelings and thinking in this world. because i had it in myself.
in this world there are 2 type of people. one is wiiling to being loved by their love once, and another one is the person who wanted to love someone. i prefer to own both of the feelings in myself. sometimes i want to be a winner but sometimes i wanted to be the loser at the same time.
"Takin' Back My Love" - Enrique Iglesias feat. Ciara
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free You take all these things, if they mean so much to you I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world So did I deserve to be left here hurt?
You think I don't know you're out of control I ended up finding all of this from my boys Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so You already know I'm not attached to material
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love My love
Yeah, what did I do but give love to you? I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you From head to feet, all that's not me Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do) You've made yourself cold (Oh yeah) How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?) How could you let go? (Oh yeah) Don't you know I'm not attached to material?
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
So all this love I give you, take it away (Uh, uh huh) You think material's the reason I came (Uh, uh huh)
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Uh, uh huh) You keep your money, take it all away
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
Ooh, my love (I'm taking back my love) Ooh, my love
Watched MONSTER VS. ALIEN 3D at Pavilion Kuala Lumpur!!!! For the first time I experience the 3D FEEL~~~ so real and feel so exciting!! hehehe^^ And the movie ticket only RM 18 for each.. usually I heard normal price is around RM 20++..~ Ohh yeah~~ hehe^^
3D specs
hehe^^
Anyway, I wonder why I suddenly feel so dizzy right now and need to rest a while.. almost fall down..>.<
So that's all for now..~ Will blog about my internship issue soon~ ta~
It was last weekend, Saturday and Sunday. It's been more than a year yEw never take any off day on Saturday. But he took off day last week Saturday. It is kinda happy news to heard that.
Last Saturday we went to Klang with his friends for a normal and simple trip. And of course we ate so-called quite famous Bak Kut Teh there!! hehe^^ Quite nice ne~^^
We went to Klang for a friend's openning, after that went to Jusco for some walk. That is the only Jaya Jusco shopping complex that looks like One Utama and very very big. There even have a PADINI CONCEPT SHOP!!!! LOL!! AND I BOUGHT A NEW WORKING PANTS THERE!! Ohh yeah~~~love the pants very much^^
nice Japanese Cheese stick^^
Then on Sunday morning went to Port Dickson with his whole family..~~~^^ Had McDonald's for breakfast with yEw and meet his family in Port Dickson~ Yeah~
so early ne~
main point! Coffee~~~^^
And never know his mom prepared some food and drinks, ready for picnic at P.D.!!! Wah~
Wah~ hahaha^^
Got coffee, hotdog bread, plain water, 100PLUS, snacksSssSS~~~ and WATERMELON!!! hhehehe^^ Quite enjoy ne~ Never have picnic before at the beach^^
relaxing~
time to take picture!!!^^
..yEw's birthday present from his beloved..*shy*
baby crab in a plastic cup! >.< geli-nya~
So how was my photography skill and style? hehehe.. so-so lo hor? hehehe..
Well.. after yEw took Saturday and Sunday for off day, then today and tomorrow can't take any off day anymore. Not even this weekend, coming weekends also can't take any off day. Hhhmmmmm... nevermind...So this weekend or coming weekend I will stay at home to SLEEP kekekeke and act to be a lazy pig~~~^^
Yoyoyoyoyoyoyo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Long time didn't update already.. Quite miss the feeling of blogging sometimes, but what to do.. busy with work.
OHH!! MY TITLE!! YES!!! I OWN A NOTEBOOK ALREADY!! it's L310 - S416 (i guess? LOL ) For the first time I blog with MY OWN notebook, I or HE help me to own a notebook, surf net with my own notebook and bla bla bla...~~~
I tried so ard to own a notebook since 3 years ago. I study damn hard to pass everything to prove and show that I CAN DO IT or IT IS WORTH IT for my parents so that they will buy me a notebook. But they keep on wait wait wait wait and wait till now till they agreed to buy me a notebook!! BUT TILL!!!! I received my school fees... no more notebook. Cause need to pay USD also. Hhhhmmmm so damn disappointed.
But then wait! yEw help me to own it...=) so good...thank you so much~~ =)
Here are some picture of my baby notebook...^^
^^ love it~!
These few days still getting use to it by surf some net and watch movie.. Hahaha.. and try to manage my files from my desktop into my notebook.. *WiNK*
Alright time to SS with my notebook again now~ Chau~!
It's been already 3 weeks I work in eGenting. I started to get used with the environment and going out for breakfast plus lunch and sometimes dinner too with my colleague. Didn't know they all are actually quite funny and playful and I quite enjoy the time with them. BUT! The whole group only I'm the only girl.. others all are guys.. duh!!! what to do.. Technical Support team mar.. fu fu fu fu fu...~
Nowadays I will have my breakfast with some of my colleague at NZ mamak that just right beside Wisma Genting, near Pavilion. Quite nice and cheap food there. As usual I will order Tosei (doesn't know how to spell it properly..=.=), and a glass of Air Suam total RM 1.40 only. Hehehe.. And of course every morning we will get The Sun (that is free) newspaper to read it while having breakfast.
ok look.. breakfast at NZ, Air Suam, The Sun newspaper.. This 3 I will do it every morning now on my working days.
nice and cheap
Then on Friday we saw in newspaper, written there is a daily special promotion in Subway for 6".. Only RM 7.50!! Since I never try before so I suggest let's go Subway for lunch at Pavilion~ *WiNK* and everyone agree~~ Woohoo~ hahaha.. Great..
After lunch we saw a new openning shop call Q-Jelly.. Wow.. EVERYTHING IS MADE BY JELLY!! EVEN CAKES TOO!! Cheapest is RM 130!!! What the.. Swt.. so we thought just want to have a try and see what's so special.. and we bought THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cute leh..~~???~~ hehehe^^
Their "special" is because those jelly is fully of pattern and character exspecially Disney character.. This 1 box RM 10!! Once we eat it, it taste normal only.. But you guys can try it..^^
Then on Friday night my family and I had dinner together at Ampang to celebrate Mother's Day~~ So early?? Because everyone seems like quite busy on Saturday and Sunday... So we make it earlier.. ehehe^^
Alright.. I already miss some of my weekends activities with yEw and my friends and I'm just staying at home doing nothing so boring man...!! Started to feel back the real boring feeling again.. just like the same old me.. hahaha.. but nevermind and it's okay, because at least my phone will ring once a while 'cause I have yEw now...
p/s: Happy Mother's Day for every mother in this world~ You're the best and the great person who raise us up with your patiance and love.
It was my first time celebrating the Labour Day on 1st of May 2009!!! Means I'm working now and I do not need to work on that day lah..~
That day I went to Kuala Selangor for SEAFOOD FOOD.. LOL~!! With yEw and his family + relative man!!!! total is 4 cars and 2 table of people.. I think around 18 to 19 people..~ hehehe^^
Went in the morning and back on the noon~~ What an enjoyed trip with them. Also the first time went one day trip with my boyfriend's family + relative de loh~! hehehe^^ But of course my dear yEw is very tired loh because need to drive whole day~~
Not much of photo is take on that day, because everyone seems like quite tired with the sun burning feeling even in the car.. plus no camera.. fufufufufu~~
BUT!!! As usual, sure have something to show it of de~ hehehe.. Okay, once we're going for a trip we WILL and MUST take a picture of this PLUS TIKET TRANSIT to prove and shows that we're on highway going some where else THAN KUALA LUMPUR!!! hehehe^^
drive drive drive~~~
KUALA SELANGOR~ here we go~^^
well.. this is obviously my work.. Lol!! He "lan yeng-ing"~ hahahaXD
mari makan makan!! but too many people so we changed place..=/
so kampung feel~
one of the food of shell.. swtz..
the environment of the seafood restaurant
Bo liao.. finish liao the photos.. unbelievable hor? Lol it's real.. But as long as everyone is happy and enjoy is ok already~ XP
OMG!! yEw is sick already.. or AGAIN~! Why do I mentioned AGAIN?!! Because last time he told me that he won't be so easy get sick and doesn't know already how many years never see doctor before already. But I realise that he really sick, exspecially fever for few times already after I've be with him for a year and a half. Take Good Care loh!!!
Okay lah time to sleep already because tomorrow got work de loh! =)
p/s: feel like my training making my time is worse as usual because it's office hour and kinda not match with yEw's~ hhmmm
p/p/s: don't think i'm stupid lah...i know everything and what you're thinking..
I'm a prisoner of love Prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love I'm just a prisoner of love A prisoner of love
Heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite Waratte iyake ga sashite Raku bakari shiyou to shite ita
Naimononedari BURU-SU Mina yasuragi wo motomete iru Michitariteru noni ubaiau Ai no kage wo otte iru
Taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita Anata ga arawareta ano hi kara Kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love Prisoner of love I'm a prisoner of love
Yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo Arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomo ni ayumou
I'm gonna tell you the truth Hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu Watashi wo ouen shite kureru Anata dake wo tomo to yobu
Tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ni narimashita Anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara Jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
Oh mou sukoshi da yo Don't you give up Oh misutenai zettai ni
Zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba Yori issou tsuyoku hikareau Ikura demo ikura demo ganbareru ki ga shita I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
Arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita Kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara Kodoku demo tsurakutemo heiki da to omoeta I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
I'm a prisoner of love Prisoner of love Prisoner of love I'm just a prisoner of love I'm a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me My baby, say you love me Stay with me, stay with me Hitori ni sasenai
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
I'm a prisoner of love Prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love I'm just a prisoner of love A prisoner of love
I lied with calmly look and laughed. It became annoysome so I tried to find an easy way out.
Begging for things that I do not have--blues. I am seeking for peace. I have it enough but keep fighting over it. I am chasing after the shadow of love.
The boring days started to shine suddenly since the day you appeared. I felt I mind neither the solitude nor agony. I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
Prisoner of love Prisoner of love I'm a prisoner of love
Both illed time and comforting time Both the stormy day and sunny day, let us walk together
I'm gonna tell you the truth I choose the unknown hard path I will call you my only friend who supports me
Pretentious strength and greed became meaningless since the day I'm loved by you. Freedom and easiness became void when alone I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
Oh Almost there Don't you give up Oh I will never abandon you, ever
When the horrifying reality separates us, we are attracted to each other more strongly I can still keep going for more and more I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
The mundane days started to shine suddently since the day my heart was stolen I felt I mind neither the solitude nor agony I'm just a prisoner of love Just a prisoner of love
I'm a prisoner of love Prisoner of love Prisoner of love I'm just a prisoner of love I'm a prisoner of love
Stay with me, stay with me My baby, say you love me Stay with me, stay with me I won't let you be alone
Finally I'm back to Blogdrive!!! Wow I've been busy busy busy for my whole month already.. well.. I need to study hard and totally concentrate to my studies / revision for my exam mah~ Lol.. because as I've kept on mentioned before.. dai lou aa.. if I fail again I can't continue study already.. sobs sobs.. so now need to try hard to pass everything! hehehe...Thought exam is over (well i still have 1 more paper to go that is on this coming Tuesday~) I can be very relax or what.. But hey.. here goes my industrial training started 1 week ago!!! Means exam haven't totally over yet I need to attend to my wokring place for my industrial training already... stress.. Lol
Plus with many issues keep on happening during my exam period.. make me feel so stress, sad, down and bla bla bla.. kinda feel like wanted to runaway from this place and hide for a couple of days.. XP
Like this morning once I open my eyes on my lovely bed, I had a very boring feeling of myself.. I failed a lot, I need to peacefully concentrate on my studies... really cannot 1..~ it happened all the time de loh!! What the hell... boring betul.. Lol..? hhmmm
Alright, cut the crap..
As I mentioned I started to work already - for my INDUSTRAIL TRAINING LAH!!! for around 6 months loh.. Until October 3rd.. So I feel kinda happy for my working days even the working hour is long.. walau ehh..!!! 8.30am to 6pm leh.. hahaha..!!! but lunch time can be around 2 hours..sshhhh~!!!!! >.<""" and all my colleague all also treat me very good.. since my working desk is around those senior senior and with other college's trainee..~ they all are very friendly and kind~~~ hehehe.. no lah ok ok la.. at least won't so stress mah.. working time still can "HAHAHAHA" till finish work then bye guys~~.. 'cause we're colleague!
My tag~ Part-Timer.. =.="
There is a vending machine in the office.. Hot Drinks~ Cold drinks~ all are RM 0.40 ONLY!!! yeah~~ good good good.. so every morning once reached office will have a cup of Hot Milo with newspaper~ Then around 5pm, one hour before finish work will have a cup of Nescafe HOT! hehehe.. till evening started to be tired already..~ so need a cup of coffee~~ Wow I miss my dear-made-Milo and Coffee for me when last time I work in a same company with him de time~ wu~wu~wu~
Hot Milo~~~
Okay, enough for my industrail training thingy, so let's talk about last night~ Hey last night was Friday!! So feel so happy because the weekend is here.. and I do not need to work today~~ so nice.. but.. haihz.. I still need to study for 1 more paper.. hahahahaXD swtz~ Ok last night I went to a Japanese Barbeque Buffet with my dear, Joan Yew~~ The restaurant call YAKI YAKI..~ located just right beside Low Yat, KL and opposite of Federal Hotel~~~
=.= handphone camera mar.. so blur a bit loh.. hehehe ..=.=
THE FOOD IS HERE!!! HUNGRY HUNGRY!!! =D
YEAH~~ =X
Okay let's eat! hehe!
The sauceS!!!
YUMMY~!!! hehe
Ggaahhh.. ate till midnight~~ very bao bao~~ Lol.. hahahhaha.. siao liao.. Then once reached home blur already.. because very super and extremely tired already..~ ^^
Hahaha.. suddenly feel like I'm doing so many things is for whom....? Where is my life. But however I will still fight for my future.. after what had my colleague told me...